I somehow managed to get an internship at a kindergarden at the last moment and I'm soo happy~~ Everyone is kind of treating it as if I'm only going there cause I ran out of options but really im super looking forward to it, not only are the kids super sweet but im also going to be working 8-12 (AM!!) cause that's when the kids take naps n they usually get picked up right after that, I won...~v~
No idea what you'd call this in english but it's roughly something along these lines, you basically go around the school and check out 3 additional (mandary) subjects you could pick from another day. Anyhow I picked Art (my current subject), tourism (cause its led by one of my fav teachers) and IT cause... the others sounded kinda ass idk ANYHOW it turns out literally NO ONE in my class picked it so I'm probably going to be there all alone with scary 9th grade boys pls pray for me
I've been working with this girl on a group project in english and I was super happy cause english is like the only school subject I'm MILDLY good at so I was thinking if I did well enough I might have atleast gained some respect points for getting us a decent grade (Ideally there'd be someone proficient enough in english to have an actual conversation with me but there's not rlly anyone like that in my class so I've got to do with what I have --) but the whole time it was just super stiff and everytime I tried talking to her it ended up in a single word answer or awkward silence..
When we finished our presentation the teacher asked us if we liked working together and if we'd like to be in a group again some time (since said girl is fairly new and almost everyone at the school has accepted me as a mental alien) and I said "maybe"... MAYBE...AAAA WHY DID I SAY THAT she probably felt so unwelcome and now thinks Im super weird and UGHH no wonder no one likes me Im so horrible genuinely I DO LIKE YOU I WANNA WORK WITH U AGAIN IM SO SORRYYYYY;_;;;;
You might be asking yourself, wtf is roundball? Honestly couldn't tell you either, we keep playing it during free periods in class and I just don't get it in the slightest. At first sight its kind of like a watered down version of baseball but it has all sorts of weird rules and everytime someone tries to explain it to me it's like my brain turns off... Well its like that for every game basically but ANYWAYS everytime we play it I can feel my classmates' respect for me falling to a new low ;_;
I just completly misunderstood an assignment that we had like a week to do and it was esentially meant to prepare us for the exams, worst thing is I already sent it in & it's too late to change anything now... I don't rlly care about getting a bad grade or anything like that but I just know my teacher is going to be PISSED. I was going to skip but I didn't work out & now I can only pray she'll understand~~
A lil online diary of mine, will also serve as a media log of sorts ^^; Don't expect the revievs to be too conclusive or an accurate depiction of the media since I'm no good at analizing stuff ;_;
other then that I'll try to blog from time to time but my lifes super boring so 90% of it is probably just going to be ramblings...~_~
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